<3 Miss it so much though :(
When I took Linguistics Anthro, I realized how much the English language sucks. I feel so bad for people who have to try and learn it as a second language.
Had to explain this ti my brother a few times before he got it haha then he showed it to his wife hahaha hilarious reaction!
YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
mr. henley omg
bethel pride
i feel like i have more Bethel pride now that i’m not actually going to Bethel.
but when i was there i was like I HATE THIS SCHOOL. sorry guys.
Hahahahaha Same here, Smerk. Hahahaha
HENDAWG!
That Hendawg train was a fucking bitch.
Always <3
3 days until…19.,but….
What do you do when your family thinks your a useless cunt? You think your doing the right thing but they always find one way or another to get mad at you about something. I mean sure there my family,without them I would literally be dead or very sick right now. But what are you gonna do when they are all out to get you and you run away,but feel bad because they are your family and in your heart you feel that its only right to mend things with them? I have no idea what to do with my life,I don’t know whats gonna help me keep going,I don’t know what I want anymore. I’m the rebel teenager girl that seems to hop from place to place but no matter what people say to her she just doesn’t listen. I wish I knew how to ignore their chismis, nothing in this family stays quiet for too long,every singleone of them has a big mouth. I’m trying to be a better person,I want to be closer to god,I want to achieve something in my life. This negative energy I’m around everyday,even If I’m not with them I alone carry a negative energy. I’m so cynical. No matter where I go or who I run to it just keeps happening over and over again. Why do I feel so lost and some point even suicidal? God help me I think I’m finally coming apart for the last time,.
When like, I hear or see people’s relatives from the Philippines ask “When are you gonna send us pasalubong?”, or “When are you gonna send us money? Laptop?” Seriously, shut the hell up. I understand that these people in the States or in different countries moved to said places to provide for…
Try being around those people everyday.,
In short,
I’m living with babe in SF. We have our own car. Trying to get up and out of his family’s house and get our own place once we start saving up when we find jobs and continue with school. Sounds easy right?
No…it isn’t,but what do you expect? That’s just life.
This week had felt like a roller coaster for me. I only remember 2 certain days that were fun the rest was just a blur. Halloween I spent with Annette and her family,which is always fun. Today was very interesting. I found out that I can’t relax,I’m a softie(sensitive) and when I got home I’M SICK:\
My head is throbbing,my nose is irritated and I feel herra sleepy but I can’t sleep. I wish I could figure out what the right thing to do is in one night but it’s only until I make another mistake do I realize what the right thing to do was.
I know one thing right now. I need to learn to be more laid back and chill instead of tense and awkward. Also that I need to get better! Ugh.
